With faith, I'd fly.

Monday, June 30, 2008

{flew in at 9:34 PM

I love to do big things for God.
This is because big things seems significant. Along the way, the small little things are often neglected. But when i take a step back and focus on the bigger picture, small things are essential.

Only when i see the bigger picture,
I know i can't afford to miss out any "parts".

Sunday, June 29, 2008

{flew in at 12:12 AM

I challenged my people today. I'm glad that God touched them through me.

I've always said i'm crazy for God but my actions don't back it up. This time, God placed something big in me again.

To go to the principal and propose to him to let the sji cg talk to the school's sec 1s during one of their "religous and moral education" class. SJI is a catholic school to start with and whatsmore i'm just merely a sec 4 student. Its obvious that the odds are against me. You can call me insane or whatever but bet your last dollar that i'm still going to do it. It will probably be the biggest thing i've ever done for Christ so far.

I'm unsure, i'm afraid, i'm powerless.
But i believe i'll soon see passionate people in this together with me.
Plus, God is on our side.

CD1, come with me.

We're going to start a SJI Revolution.

Thursday, June 26, 2008

{flew in at 7:26 PM

We don't need fierce soldiers,
we need soldiers that can last.

It isn't a sprint, it's a marathon.
We don't go fast, we go far.
Together.

Tuesday, June 24, 2008

{flew in at 10:30 PM

A war can't be won in one day. It wasn't surprising that the CD1 "war plan" did not work as smoothly today.

The battle is not going to be an easy one. People won't come flooding in if we don't fight for it. But one thing i know, the soldiers' morale is high. We're all willing to fight for we know who we're fighting for and why we're fighting.

I've been waiting for this day, i think we're ready.

Its an honor that You chose me to lead.

Sunday, June 22, 2008

{flew in at 9:02 PM

School will reopen tomorrow.
I have a war to fight.

Thursday, June 19, 2008

{flew in at 10:05 PM

When i was on the train to CCK on Monday, i was again thinking if the decision i've made not to DSA was right. Millions of excuses started invading my mind, prompting me to go back on my word.

DSA-ing to SAJC would mean i need not worry about my O's that much anymore. This is because i already have one foot in a good JC. DSA-ing to SAJC would also mean that i'd be one of the stars in my CCA in my future JC. Even if i DSA, i'd still be able to lead my cg and stay in central. Only that its not as efficient. Whatsmore, i've been wanting to get into SAJC since secondary 1. I'm just 2 months away from confirming a place there.

The feeling is definitely sour when you see all your friends DSA-ing their way through. Not needing to bother about what comes after it. For example- Jem,Jang,Jiao all DSA-ing to RJC.

Honestly, even up till now, i'm still not fully satisfied with my own decision. But God further convicted me as i talked to the people under me yesterday. I have to make sacrifices in order to lead them into being able to make future sacrifices. And the most important thing, eternities are in my hands. I can't afford to make mistakes.

Therefore, i choose to stick to my decision - not to DSA.
I'm sure He will honor me.

I chose to gamble with my future,
For I know I can't afford to gamble with eternities.

Wednesday, June 18, 2008

{flew in at 11:02 PM

We don't need a great number of repeated prayers.
All we need is just one prayer, with great faith.

Tuesday, June 17, 2008

{flew in at 6:40 PM

Humans can't wait, can they?

Being impatient is the nature of most men. We can't wait to win, we love glory, we love "face". Men think chionging is the fastest and best way to glory. But perhaps God thinks otherwise. He slows us down so that we can go further. That is why sometimes he takes away opportunities in our life - to humble and slow us down.

Many people give up serving God for personal fame because they desire for temporal glory now. Not knowing that God has "saved the best for the last".
We'll have to slow down and focus on what's waiting for us.
In a race, the runner only gets his glory after the race when he receives his medal.

Ridiculous? That's because our God is ridiculously wise..
We can't read God's mind, can we?

Sunday, June 15, 2008

{flew in at 4:36 PM

x29. It seems like many have forgotten about it.
I want to be one of the few that is writing my Acts:30 already.

Dec 2007

June 2008

I don't see much difference in numbers, neither the number of new commitments promised.
But one thing i see is the difference in spirit. ( check out the no. of smiles )
No longer self-centered, we strive to be love-centered.
We're gonna make up the word - family.

Thursday, June 12, 2008

{flew in at 9:59 PM

The real highlight of the whole camp is now - the period after camp. This is when responses are real. Central D, hold me accountable for what i said. I can't let any generation of eternities die in my hands.

CD1, remember the hands we joined that night.
The tears we shed are not for nothing, keep your word.

Tuesday, June 03, 2008

{flew in at 11:34 PM

I think i'm ready for camp. Well, at least my heart is opened. Even so, i want to be even more ready. I'll be expecting alot from this camp, something bigger than what Jem experienced during Encounter Camp in '06. Not only my life to be changed, but also the lives in my group. This is because every single one of them fought really hard to come for this camp. I can feel that Satan is scared of us, i'm not sure why but i suppose it's a good thing. He is trying to stop us all(including me) but he has only managed to stop one. God, help me bear all Satan's attack for 5 more days till camp.

I'll fight, together with my people, all the way till camp.
I'll lead them to victory.
And this strike will be a goal for sure.

Daddy, be proud of me.

Sunday, June 01, 2008

{flew in at 1:14 PM

I can score a million goals, none will count without a referee.
I can claim a million victories and none will count without God as the judge.

I dont believe in Luck, I believe in God's plan.