With faith, I'd fly.

Sunday, December 30, 2007

{flew in at 11:41 PM

I wanna love the unloved;
I wanna to serve the under-served

Saturday, December 29, 2007

{flew in at 11:30 PM

"Leaders are not chosen by God", after hearing this from a sermon by Meeks, it led me to thinking deeper. People always say God appoints leader and yes He do but He appointed everyone to be of leadership material. But why then still does some people don't get to rise up? I guess it depends very much on how much we want to lead in this Kingdom of God.
The most common obstacle that most people face would be parental objection. And its because of this parental objection that is stopping them from being able to take up more responsibilities. But usually the problem lies with the person himself/herself because they often don't dare to break the news to their parents or use extreme methods to show them(parents) how big their desire are. Desire and want is a 100% thing, if you're going to be 99% desiring but just 1% unsure, you're never going to break the fear/po because of that 1%. Why i say 100% would be because if you really want something, you will get it through whatever methods( eg. buy something. you may decide to not eat everyday or whatever to save up for it) and so fear/po is no longer a problem once you desire totally(100%). This is probably why only some are chosen to be leaders, not because they are more capable but because they desired more and did more. They simply just volunteered themselves through their actions; proving to God their 100% desire to lead.

Thursday, December 27, 2007

{flew in at 10:52 PM

CL retreat aka shopping. lol

Met zach/ric/jem/des up for dinner and sy(xanthe) came after that, jingwen could'nt make it cos of netball camp. Zach again reminded us about the "big picture" again while touching on the sentosa masquerade. Hey and i thought it was cool to cheer while being piggyback-ed. But anyway, went on to walk around and jem got his "the rock" belt! Haha the buckle was a bull's head or maybe a cow's. Then went over to taka and zach/des/me got ourselves shirts with cheeky words on it. (eg. zach's CHICK MAGNET) suits him alot hur. HAHA. Walked into FOXY where jem got his yellow hoody after trying so many others. haha yay now jem looks like a rapper. Walked to cine for supper and then over to heeren to check out des's pants and then home. Walked for quite long actually but a great time of fellowship with the fellow CLs.

Pictures!

Wednesday, December 26, 2007

{flew in at 3:38 PM

As i was thinking back last night, the memories of Christmas eve last year nearly brought tears to my eyes again. For those who know about it, you know why. This year's Christmas was somewhat the same but somehow different. I simply just did the same things differently with different people. Even though it was just a short simple message from zach, it made me reflect alot. What have i done last year? What have i done this year? What am i going to do next year. To my people, i was not as spiritual as you think. But i was able to let go and stand up again. And you all know standing up again is never a easy task but instead painful. More challenges will come along and the more painful it will get. But it's because of you guys, i'm still going despite the pain and sacrifices i've to make.

This is the team
i'm gonna invest my in life into.

Tuesday, December 18, 2007

{flew in at 12:52 PM

CF, 100

CF2, 25

Thursday, December 13, 2007

{flew in at 8:24 PM

I want the child-likeness faith back. I want to lead even better. One last chance. God, I'll remember what i told You.

Saturday, December 08, 2007

{flew in at 9:32 PM

camp.the turning point.

Friday, December 07, 2007

{flew in at 9:16 AM

Hahaha i'm back from china! When i was china, i was thinking; Its just days away from camp and weeks away from 2008. One word just came to my mind... CRAP. Time is limited and there is so many things to accomplish. This word was in my head for days, crap crap crap crap. Until God finally reminded me of something(AGAIN), why rely on myself? Push everything to Him! If we're desperate enough, theres no way we are not going to get it.

cf2, let's go.
0025hrs everyday, remember.