With faith, I'd fly.

Friday, August 31, 2007

{flew in at 8:17 PM

many can do this;
OBS/Wildlife - step out of comfort zone to fight for their own survival
but many cant do this;
KOG - step out of comfort zone to fight for God

I believe that God has place this OBS course for me to grow personally. I was too eager to grow my people/cf2 till i sortta neglected my own growth. Through OBS i realised that i still love myself more then i love others. I would think of my own benefit first before i think of others. In hard times, i was no difference from a non-believer. God kept telling me to love people, share the food even though I'm hungry, help them carry the stuff even though I'm as tired. To think there was once i totally didn't care about Joel and ate the one and only biscuit i had without telling him there was one. After that, i was disappointed with myself but most importantly, i know God was dissappointed too. I'm sorry, really. From now on, i will try my best to be self-less. Help me.
God had also used this OBS course to tell me that i can defintely serve Him much harder. In hard times, its human instinct to fight for your survival. You will be willing to step out of your comfort zone. Just like when you're dying of thrist and u see dirty water. I'm sure on the verge of dying, u will drink it no matter how dirty the water is. But in normal daily life, will u?The answer would probably be no. On the verge of dying, you're desperate. Normal daily life you're not. This shows that u can step out of your comfort zone, its just whether u want or not. This goes the same for the KOG, sometimes we are not able step out of our comfort zone to invite people or do things for Him. That is because we are not desperate enough and had not tired enough to go to the extreme. And well, it's a matter of choice because we can choose to be or not to be desperate.
So, how hard we want to serve God it's our choice and once decided, our actions will then be our words.

Thursday, August 23, 2007

{flew in at 6:31 PM

8th this term, good enough? Of course to me, its definitely not good enough at first because 1st was my target. I got no one to blame but myself. I know i didn't work hard enough to even deserve top 10. God, thanks. I wouldn't go this far without You. I also know another reason why i didn't get 1st. The timing is not right. God knows me very well, and i know myself. If i were to get 1st, i would probably get too complacent and screw up my final year. And so, what i have now is what is best for me because He has planned it. I dont need to know why things dont go my way sometimes, i just need to know that one reason is enough, "His plans are the best.".
So, now i ask myself again... 8th, good enough? Definitely.

Friday, August 17, 2007

{flew in at 10:36 PM

I am not discouraged, because every wrong attempt discarded is another step forward. - Thomas A. Edison

Failure is not a bad thing afterall. Perhaps its the key tool to success instead?

Monday, August 13, 2007

{flew in at 10:04 PM

We often thank a person caused he/she has helped us.
But what about God?
How about thanking God for that person first before thanking the person himself?

Wednesday, August 08, 2007

{flew in at 8:11 PM

oh cool, now everything in my comp is gone.. =.= stupid hardisk! Common test is coming and keef is so dead... haha. Lord, i need another miracle again. Help me. Pray for me people! Back after common test....