Joy, Compassion.
Stay strong always;
Perseverance, Determination.
=)
lol we trashed the other team today again during recess 6-3 haha with my winning hat-trick in 5mins? Playing soccer joyfully really helps, no more chou face and no more solo-ing. We defended really really well as a team and thats why we won, not because of any star player but because we played like a team. And im quite happy with myself today cos i scored 2 spectacular goals, one bicycle and one flyin header. Most importantly, i played the game joyfully! haha no chou face and haha yay my 400m is quite ok.. i thought i was slow, but still ok...66sec
Oh and one thing damn cool happened today, i was waiting for a taxi with alastiar and chris and we saw a hired taxi coming. I was like ok, IN JESUS'S NAME STOP!And the possiblity of a hired taxi stopping is like quite impossible? HAHA IT STOPPED RIGHT IN FRONT OF US. The ang moh in the taxi alighted right in front of us. HAHA JESUS IS GOOD..
Lol, he finally shown us his wild side. CB3's gonna be more fun now with more clowns...
hahahaha 21 by 31 march!
haha, sec 1 mr bean!
You've helped me whenever i needed help the most, you've cheered me up with your ultra "retard-ness"whenever i'm down. No one can feel down whenever you're around cause you're just so funny. Though most of our shepherding sessions are informal but you always manage to teach me something from everything. I'm really inspired and amazed by how you manage to learn things so fast and how you're willing to work hard in areas you want to improve in. For example soccer, you just needed 1+ year to turn from a boy who cant play soccer for nuts to the best sec3 soccer player in the school. Ohya and your results, i can still remember last year was our streaming year and your maths has always been around average throughout the year(always losing to me by 20 over marks.haha) but towards the final exam, you worked so hard that you improved from B4 to an A1. From always 15th+ position in class to 6th?!?! and also being able to take triple science. You're really a true friend and the most fun shepherd one could get. You're always there at the right time for me. And i can still remember last year during the examination period, i had a bad quarrel with my parents and i got so angry that i wanted to go to school tomorrow handing in a blank exam script but after a talk with you, you woke me up. You've always reminded me to seek God and always able to clear my doubts.
You've never fail to put a smile on anyone's face. Thanks Jem.
After that prayer which i confessed most of my problems, yea i feel much better now.
And after you told me of the vision God gave you, I'm sure SJI will really grow.
We only got 6 now, we will soon have more...
Oh had shepherding today, quite a fruitful one for me. Reminded me that i should persist on faith and continue praying. 101 is still possible, cos i believe so.
Oh, my back got worse. I can't even jump or run now, it freaking hurts. Tried playing soccer and hockey, haha played like shit and i was like some old man who can't run. All of a sudden, i feel like playing hockey but i need a new stick. Anyone kind enough to buy me one?? A Grays 6000 turbo would be nice =) haha
Come on come on, anything else? Why not all come at the same time and let me collapse straight away...
Parents unhappy with my results, scolding me like shit everyday and i wonder what they will do when they know i'm last in class. Ban me from going out including service? Very possible. Quarreled with Alastair recently while playing soccer, were drawing 0-0 against one lousy crap team. Ask him defend don't want, shouted at him and everyone were pissed. He said "IF YOU'RE SO GOOD, GO ATTACK AND SCORE LA" and so i went up to attack. And i shut him up totally, scoring a 1st time left leg volley lob. After that goal, we were both ok probably cause we won 1-0 after my goal but as i reflected after the match i wasn't happy with myself at all. I can't believe i shouted at him, its like its definitely not me to get angry so easily and even if i'm angry i normally don't express it out. Wth is happening huh? And my freaking back is still hurting, i don't know if it's my spine or what. I can't believe i can have 3 injuries in just 4 months. A sign for me to not commit so much into sports? I don't know...Well i guess what i can only do is to wait for everything to go right again.
I know You're there but maybe it is just because i lack faith...
Back to who you were;
When you tend to ask who is there for you, you tend to think no one is there.
But wait, have you forgotten that He's ALWAYS there?
Why cant you just look to Him for help?
The answer you often will give would be "I don't know, I'm confused".....
Argh.
I'll no longer desire for earthly glory, what are they compared to the glory of Yours?Yesterday's service was one that i needed, it came at the right time and now i'm clear what i should concentrate on. I was wrong to pursue all the stupid earthly glory and medals, maybe its just one of the sacrifices i have to make while serving God. I've already made one that was the hardest,this is nothing compared to the previous sacrifice i have to make. I was able to let her go and i should be able to let personal achievements go too. Lord and i'll work hard, 21 by end of March...